rahh.. i think i'm not a very sociable person.
very very not one.
i think i can get along well with others in smaller groups like in pairs or threes.
but then when it starts to get bigger,
i tend to just fade into the bg and listen to the talking instead of doing it.
tt's the feeling i get working here..
maybe it's cos i'm nt part of RU then none of the other girls are working with me directly.
and i bring lunch to work almost everyday now.
partly to save money, partly cos i sense this sort of thing happening..
rahh.
escapism? lol not tt serious ba.
i dun like making small talk, which sort of makes me a loner,
but i hate being alone too..
if only pple can feel close to each other without having to make polite talk ):
tt's y i'll forever cherish my sec and jc frens!!
4C/SNGS+6F/sisterhood!!!
with whom i'll nvr feel alone!! ((x
it feels good being able to express my feelings here (:

supposed to go shopping with ttj and wc and ly tml!
butbut! got tuition..
and today and fri oso no time to change tuition day..
so )): i'm missing the shopping T.T
sigh~ hope they'll go back thr soon~~